Inner Struggle

I circled the Village with my Growling eyes, i saw a little boy the age was 9. seth was laughing in my mind. I sprinted Tward him no one saw me untill his blood Shot around the air. my fangs riped his skull from his shoulders. i snaped his skull in my mouth. his skull made craking noises and the others Ran in every wich way. tuning for there lives.

A snarl escaped me as I pounced on Sin and pushed him off the boy with all my force slamming him into a tree. I was to late to save the boy. It was over. All I could do was stare at Sin. The blood that had spilled didn't effect me now. The anger and disappoint that raged inside me was the only thing I felt. "Of all the things you could have done..."

Sin snaped his Fangs at Lily Giveing her a Light warning. if she Keept holding onto him he would do the same to her as he had done to The boy. People ran at there top speeds. I snarled and growled at her. i lost my Sanity.

(I got a minute so one more post LOL)

My anger boiled over and I slapped him hard digging my nails into him from his eye to his muzzle.I hadn't meant to but I was to terrified and I felt the need to protect myself. Once I had done the deed I took off running. If I could cry, I would have.

I growled Fearcly, Then Sprinted After an old lady.

I could not watch this anymore. Again I moved, running as fast as I could Till I was nearly fifty miles away. Finally I stopped and just sat there, brooding.

In anger I ripped the sapplings from the soil. Instinct wanted me to rip Sin to shreds but my heart still prevented that. I was acheing from what I had done to Sin both verbally and physically. He hated me now, I was sure of that.

Guns where shot at me but i did not even flinch i doged the bullets easly and sprinted for one of the offecers. i tore his hands off. and sprinted for the next cop

I was aware of what was going on. I could smell the blood. It made my throat ache but I did not move from where I was.

I snarrled as i tore each person appart that stood in my path. bullets came Screams pearced my ears..

I couldn't take it anymore, the blood, the screams....I had to do what was right.

Sin bolted past the cop cars tareing there tires apart as he ran. he heard jacob order. "stop" i listened. sam ordered "get away from every one and calm down." i sprinted off runing at top speed.

I met him halfway. I knew mye topaz eyes were now dark with fury as I glared at him. "I thought you loved me." I hissed angerily. "You don't care." I accused.

I could not phase back but the pain of her words where clear on my face. i shook with such sadness.

I winced, and sank to the ground. My anger quickly disolving due to the hurt in his eyes. I went down on my knees and leaned forward to grab handfulls of snow. When SIn was hurt so was I.

I curled in a ball in the snow. blood from my victoms covered the snow.

"This is my fault." I murmured.

i whempered when she said such lies.
I despretly wanted to hug her.

"Please phase back." I pleaded with him quietly.

of corse i had all ready tryed to Phase back. i just layed to the ground i was to sad and angry to phase back

My hands grazed Sin's fur. "I still love you." I whispered softly as I desperately tried to make him happy. It was true though, despite his flaws, I loved him.

my fur started shrink i started to stand as my body slowly returned to normal i wraped my arms around her and kissed her.

(Finally finals are over!!!!!!!!)

All the tense energy that was in my body expelled upon contact with him. "Thank you," I murumured softly. My hands grazed the still recovering wounds that I had left on his face. They were purple now, they'd be gone in a matter of hours. "I'm sorry."

I sneezed on your shoulder but that was about all. i left my head on your shoulder and kissed your neck ever so gently.