shineing Sorrow

zoey sighed and pulled out some sweet rice. it was just rice cooked to a certain piont with apple juice in it. he handed it to him. it was mushed so it could be eaten without teeth so, yah. then she held the child, because thats what it wanted. the kid melted her ice cold heart. but she didnt show it on the outside. "wow, well shes a .......never mind of what she is but how are you hold out?"

Lith looked at her like she was crazy. he threw down the rice and tryed to snugle into her breasts. i muttered a little bit suprised "you know hes a boy right?" i told he laughing.

she looked up at the night sky. puckering her mouth trying not to smile. "well, lets just say hes going to be slick with the ladys when he grows up. hes already stole my heart with just a snuggle."

"well thats intresting. Zoey could you come with me realy Quick.." i pointed at mira and muttered "stay put"

Lith started to suck on her shirt.

she pulled him higher so he couldnt meet someplace.......u know what i mean. "well, i think this little mans hungry. im able to give milk but not in public so....yah."

"right you and i had a kid at one time...You know why i went out with Kaia? because she reminded me of you and i thought you where dead.." it told her while i looked down at my fet tears trickled down my face......

she was mildy bemused but didnt say anything that might offend. "wow, babys poppin like daisys. well, at least we're alive now, that what matters." she side hugged mist. one arm to hold lith and the other to comfort mist.

I placed my hand on hers and layed my head on her shoulder "i wish i never did it.. i love Lith but i wanted to have one that we could keep"

"well now we do have some. mira and lithe. though i didnt bore them...you know how i feel about kids. i melt just at the sight of them." she returned the hug. trying not to squish lithe.

"still.. i wanted a real one With you" i wraped my hands around her before i placed my head on her agian . i felt like i was beiang a little baby!

they finally reached the lounge. she sat down with lithe still clinging to her wet front and she helped mist in his chair. "we did have a kid but it was taken away by the athorities so they could make her into a hitman. shes now going through the same treatment as i was put through. i am not able to contact her since we are now on opposite side but you are. her names Arosia. after the river in antarctica. i was named after the great grimm reaper Zolthenate. by the way, i made a bet with one of them. im able to now extort unbreakable and extremely sharp blades from my body."

Ltigh started to suck on her shirt agian. while i just sat there for a moment "i wounder why iam the emotional one?"

"maybe you were put through a normal life and not a life thretening, love depriving, and experimental life. but i could be wrong." she unbuttoned her shirt and breast fed. it was a good thing she brought some napkins to clean up the mess.(srry g2g)

i laughed "you realy think almost dieing 3 times in one year is normal?" i did not tell her that i had met a vampire

she shrugged. "normal for this town."

"i supose that would be true....i missed you"

she looked down at Lithe with her half smile. "i missed you too. looks like everything is goin good."

"so do i get some to?" i asked motioning to her breast. it was a joke of corse

zoey shook herhead and her chest started to vibrate. she was holding a laugh. and lithe was not happy that it interupted his meal. "nah, this kids running me dry already. in a few more minutes itll be gone."

i winked at her "i can make you feel...good"

"i know but not with this baby around." she was still smiling.

i laughed to my self i was suprised by how she reacted. i muttered slowl "you know we should go if a teacher comes in hear nothing its gunna be good"

Lith sucked harder...

Zoey was bemused. "i know, but its late and i locked the door."

"you know whats funny. we left Mira out side." i stood up and layed my head on hers.

she got up. "your right. we should look for him, its starting to rain." she kissed mist as she ran outside to fetch mira. and in a few moments she was back. mira was soaking wet. but she gave him her trench coat. then she put some water to boil and sat back down.